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They say that being on an exchange is a great way to find yourself. To realise what you truly want to do with you life etc. It worked differently for me. For a long time this year the more time that would pass, the more disconnected I would feel from home, going weeks without thinking of it. It's my tenth month here abroad now, and it's suddenly becoming very clear that exchange years really don't last for ever. In less than three months Ill be on plane heading back to Christchurch. I never wanted to imagine myself heading back. It was the last thing that I wanted. I've even had nightmares of me waking up in 2009 where nobody believes that I was ever in Germany, but think I've reached that point in my year now.... where the reality of leaving has become very apparent... it's strange... but of everyone I know here I seemed to be that last for it to have dawned on. The thought has been one I've been systematically blocking from my mind. But It's different now. I think I'm at peace with the idea.
I sound a bit like a terminal old lady coming to terms with her death aye. ^^
But anywhos... so I have recently been putting a lot of thought into my next years studies....
So many options... So much time already procrastinated away...
Am I going to stay in Canterbury with my Family? Or really move out and go up north? If so will it be Wellington, where many friends are studying... or Auckland where my sister Sam lives...
Finally though I came to a decision. Der Plan geht so...
January 14th... Arrive back in Christchurch.
14th - 31st... Reintegration and drinking period. ._.
Mid to late February ... Leave home once and for all. Move to Wellington.
Late February... Wellington: Find a flat. Find a good full time job. Work hard. Earn money and Wellington drinking and traveling period.
March... Get serious about upcoming Uni. Work hard and never stop designing...
...Apply and get accepted for Massey College of Fine Arts and Design..
Work harder!
I shall keep you informed.
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When i was a youngen, my life was much harder than it is for all you young folk nowadays, we didn't have all these fancy gadgets and superspeed cars, i think you should join me in the green revolution, and set yourself free from the evil of technology, for it is God who made the world, God who gave us life and God who will guide us into a new world of free spirits and purity, i hope you will make the wise decision in and joining in free the world of evil, and finding new hope b4 the apocalypse.
LET THE PEACE BE WITH YOU
OR JUST FUK OFF
As it said in John ch 3 verse 6 "god gives us the malice of the matinee"
we shall not be constrained by the forces of nature. We shall, with dignity, proclaiming our the ourselves forth to the animals sharing with them our knowledge, passion and dexterity in attempt to find new life and amongst despair and ressurect the intentions of free will. With God by ourside we no longer shall feel powered by the futile rights embrace the freely the love of/for the animals, for we no longer must
rstrain our minds but hence give into the free life and desires.
For it is "the sun that gave us warm and life and therefore we shall go forth and sacrifice unto it an obese pig" so with the new bonding of marsupials and the homosapiens we shall accept of new types of life into our world as they are created "by God as he is the make of the pugnacious nymphomaniacs" and so we are healed (and seriously disturbed)
and thus the good people of bethlehem
were saved are rejoiced in relief of the holy dynasty being prolaimed forth in the name of holy son, and on the 27th day of the new beginning the homodonkey was born and the cellabration was commenced, every year to the present day we remember this historical artifact on the 4th July by shoving rockets up our rectums and shooting the clincly obese into the sky as the national sacrifice to restrict the unwanted population of partioticism, and in rememberence of this incredibly in decent donkey sex.
WE ARE AMERICA,
yay for Donkey freedom!
Can't waiiit! :D
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